Friday, January 14, 2011

Since Last Year....

Since last year, many thing had happened.
Had a very joyful family-outing-day after a looooong time,
Get a sad news at the end of the same day,
And somehow 2nd time felt sad about death, (am i that heartless before?)

For the 1st time after 13 years visiting my friends' grave and allow me to think about after life.
Death is something that we never really think about. Do we?
At one point i had think about it, but it not really absorbed into my blood system... :(

Being "insaf" at one point and then revert back to the old me?
Not really coz i think i had improved a bit.

Still clinging on my new aim.
Hope that one day i will a better person for the sake of myself.

Ya ALLAH gave me strength to be Your good servant.
Bless my life and what i will be doing in the future.
gave me strength to fight with the 'nafs' and the devil inside me....