1 down, 2 more to go

insyaAllah, by the end of this week, 

everything will be fine

Morning Blues....

Alhamdulillahillazi ahyana ba'dama amatana wailaihinnusyur.....

Alhamdulillah im still breathing.

Another year passed

Another exam coming

One of the final check point before i'm going to be what i want to be

Before my working life, before facing the real world

Ya ALLAH, please help me

Somehow i felt helpless

Sometimes felt left behind 

Not anyone else fault, but myself

Please pull me out from the misery

Please guide me on the right path

Amin Ya Rabbil a lamin.....

Good luck to all my friend, 

May all of us pass this final test with flying colour

Finally...

Next week will be an exam which is the last exam for 4th year.

Strive very hard to make it become true.

Good luck to all my friend ex G05 and also G04 this year.

Since Last Year....

Since last year, many thing had happened.

Had a very joyful family-outing-day after a looooong time,

Get a sad news at the end of the same day,

And somehow 2nd time felt sad about death, (am i that heartless before?)

For the 1st time after 13 years visiting my friends' grave and allow me to think about after life.

Death is something that we never really think about. Do we?

At one point i had think about it, but it not really absorbed into my blood system... :(

Being "insaf" at one point and then revert back to the old me?
Not really coz i think i had improved a bit.

Still clinging on my new aim.

Hope that one day i will a better person for the sake of myself.

Ya ALLAH gave me strength to be Your good servant.

Bless my life and what i will be doing in the future.

gave me strength to fight with the 'nafs' and the devil inside me....

What i miss right now?

i miss the village environment

i miss my family

i miss my lil sisters

i miss my moms' cooking. Nak soup pleasee....

i miss my dad

i miss my cool car (skang wat hal x nk hidop)

i miss my time with my frens

i miss the time where can be a good girl. haih...

Keliru...

Which one is important?

Why people did not really care about it?

I still confuse, not with myself, but with the situation.

Oh Allah give me guidance.

You Came To Me

when listen and analyse the lyric, it makes me realize how far i had deviated from the path that i should follow. Oh Allah, please let me be the person who always worship YOU, let me be in the right pathway.