when i heard the music, i already fall in love with it.

way to go Sami Yusuf.

Wherever You Are
My best times Were when I felt close to you But everything fell apart The moment I strayed from you In each smile In every single sigh Every minute detail Traces of you are found there Wherever you are I'll find you Cause you're the one I turn to Wherever you be I'll be with you Cause you're the one my heart is to I need you To see your smile I would pass every trial Desperately I await For the day when I'm by your side Wherever you are I'll find you Cause you're the one I turn to Wherever you are I'll follow you Cause you're the one I turn to Wherever you be I'll be with you Cause you're the one my love is to My love is to Wherever you may be I'll follow till I see In my heart you will be Your love is all I need In every single smile Every single sigh Every minute detail Traces of you are there Wherever you may be I will search till we meet In my heart you will be Your love is all I need Wherever you may be
Words: Sami Yusuf
Music: Sami Yusuf
Produced by Sami Yusuf

Battle inside myself...

At one point, i not sure with myself...

I really don't understand why i could not do what my brain instruct me,

instead i did what my heart tell me.

I should learn how to manage my time. Huh, that statement already uttered more than 100x i guess.

I really miss my baby....

Sunday...

Today is Sunday,

tomorrow another week of specialty,

can't wait for it.

Dr Subra: ENT is easy, no stress, just relax.

Dr Al-Junaid: Radiology u need to know basic.

huhuhuhu.. all da consultant said we had all the time to study, which i agree, but reluctantly do so.

haiya, how come eh? Need a good spirit to start everything over.

C freak come again.. huhuhu...

I just wanna to get over the stress that build up on last week.

so browsing the net, stop when needed, ignoring people who make me stress (but still have 2 talk occasionally) and read novels.

But since yesterday, i keep looking at this guy and then suddenly all the crazy things i'd done before coming to my mind. erkkk....

LH, u make me remember all those --- that i love and crazy about!

Hehehe, need to knock some sense into my head.

i need to learn Chinese language lah...

hehehe, dream to get 1 as a company.

InsyaAllah, pray hard for it.

one of fav pic....

Moody mode....

I need to finish assignment, instead no mood yet...

yeah, just forget about it for a minute then.

Im not sure if my knowledge let me realize that my mood change or just b'coz i am self conscious right now.

i start to felt angry towards some1 in my household, lucky not related to me, but still will appear in front of me whenever i'm home. Then she start doing things that i really make me irritated, plus with non stop talking plus annoying plus nagging plus cannot do what she supposed to do plus really distract my daily activity plus bla bla bla.....

Ok. Hope when i faced her tomorrow my annoyance towards her is not there. UUURRRGGGHHHH......

Now i start wondering, maybe all these things was part of the triggering factor of ur psy problem. The nearest example is me myself who start to have all sort of mood. Will try to have a good heart to confront people and no more cowardice in me!

need to stop to resume writing my assignment...

cayo' hamidah! U can do it!!!!!!

merry and rayer...

yesterday raye n my bff wedding,

today my fren brothers' wedding n rayer again...

my stomach always full 4 da weekends. hehehe....

thanx my fren 4 da invitation and foods....

and now i had already travel all da state in the south and west.

the north part je belum... hehehe...

this month....

this month a lot of things happened.
the chronology happened to me from last month until today:

1. in a group with some1 i barely know
2. i nearly develop depression n schizo when clerking PSY patient
3. my car's butt kiss some1 car's head (sepatutnye terbalik kan?)--> fulus terbang
4. travelling alone to Kelantan which is somehow enjoyable n tiring too...
5. had awaken at 3 am with shocking news and hardly sleep until morning
--> now i know, i may be a heartless person... huh? hati batukah aku????
6. this week start to be a type A person while had to travel early morning
7. rasenye dh terpengaruh ngan alia, every week call my mom good changes 4 me =)

8. my bff kawin tonite (friday) which i cannot attend... waaa.... mati kene marah nnti.

so, the conclusion is, so many things happened but i felt that the clock really jealous with me. time never been enough. haih....