Pemangking yang menyegarkan....

"hamidah bangun, u kene study, kite nak exam..." ayat era yang menyegarkan mate i yang dah tertutup after isya'... hehehe.. thanks er-er...
next week exam.

One of beautiful music i get..

Maher Zain - Hold my hand
From album: Thank You Allah

I hear the flowers gonna crying loud
The breeze is sounding sad
Oh no!
Tell me when the breeze would calm
So cold and and empty side
Lost the way long time ago
Did we really turn that blind
We dont see that we keep hurting each other
No, all we do we just fight

Now we share the same bright sun
The same round moon
Why dont we share the same love?
Tell me why not?
Life is shorter than most they thought

Hold my hand,
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand,
Turn around and see what you left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit in me and you
Form another chance
And lets pray for the beautiful world
The beautiful world I share with you

Children seem like theyve lost their smile
On their new bloody playgrounds
Oh no!
How could we ignore?
Heart breaking crying sounds
And we still going on
Like nobody really cares
And we just stop feeling all the pain
Because like its a daily basic affair

Now we share the same bright sun
The same round moon
Why dont we share the same love?
Tell me why not?
Life is shorter than most they thought

Hold my hand,
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand,
Turn around and see what you left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit in me and you
Form another chance
And lets pray for the beautiful world
The beautiful world I share with you

No matter how far Ill might be
Im always gonna be your neighbour
Its only one small planet were to be
So Im always gonna be your neighbour
We cannot hide, we cant deny
That we always gonna be neighbours
Your neighbour
My neighbour
Were neighbours

So hold my hand,
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand,
Turn around and see what you left behind..

Hold my hand,
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand,
Turn around and see what you left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit in me and you
Form another chance
And lets pray for the beautiful world
The beautiful world I share with you

Promise

Suddenly i had develop korean freak again.
our daily life is beutiful with colours and also some abstract that we should overcome
that what make our life interesting...
what we promise will not definitely become true,
but not use an excuse to not fight for it and try to make what you had promised become relity.

hahaha, im doom. really into this Youre Beautiful.

What should I Do?

When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflow with tears
When you walk away one step further, more tears are falling
As you move away to a place where I can’t reach you, even if I reach out my hand
I can’t catch you, I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me, because I am only shouting in my heart
All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again
All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you
Although you went to a place where I can’t hold you, even if my hand reaches out for you
I can’t find you, I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you
What should I do? What should I do? I love you only
I am sorry, I am sorry, can you hear me?
Please come back to me, if it’s not you, I can’t go on
What should I do? What should I do? I only have you
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me alone
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me because I am only shouting in my heart

Hangeoleum mankeum geudael bonaemyeon nunmulina
Hangeoleum mankeum geudaega gamyeon deo nunmuli heulleo wa
Soneul bbeodeodo sonnaemileodo daheulsu eopneun goseuro
Geudae ganeunde japji motago nan ulgoman itjyo
Eoddeokajyo eoddeokajyo geudaega ddeonaganeyo
Eoddeokajyo eoddeokajyo naldugo ddeonaganeyo
Saranghaeyo saranghaeyo mongnoa bulleobojiman
Geudaen deutji motaeyo gaseumeuroman woechigo isseuni
Haruonjongil jiwobojiman ddo ddeoolla
Haruonjongil ibyeolhajiman ddo dasi ddeoolla
Soneul bbeodado sonnaemileodo aneulsu eopneun goseuro
Geudaen gatjiman chatji motago nan ulgoman itjyo
Eoddeokajyo eoddeokajyo jaggu geudaeman boyeoyo
Eoddeokajyo eoddeokajyo nan geudael saranghaneunde
Mianhaeyo mianhaeyo naemali deullisinayo
Dasi dolawajwoyo geudae animyeon nan andoeniggayo
Eoddeokajyo eoddeokajyo nan ojik geudaebbuninde
Eoddeokajyo eoddeokajyo geudaega ddeonaganeyo
Eoddeokajyo eoddeokajyo naldugo ddeonaganeyo
Saranghaeyo saranghaeyo mongnoa bulleobojiman
Geudaen deutji motaeyo gaseumeuroman woechigo isseuni

just enjoy da video... "Promise"

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welcome surgery

even though its been 3 weeks in surgery posting,
i still felt at lost some times.
need to be quick to grab everything around me!!!

to an extend, i truly wasted my time at alamanda and guess what i got????
my pocket become "kempis" and going to "empty"



this ring had friend finally

this what i got...

reminder for all of us, have you parents in this world is the best thing never can be replaced....

Dear son...
The day that you see me old and I am already not,
have patience and try to understand me …

If I get dirty when eating…
if I can not dress…
have patience.
Remember the hours I spent teaching it to you.

If, when I speak to you,
I repeat the same things thousand and one times…
do not interrupt me…
listen to me.
When you were small,
I had to read to you thousand and one times the same story until you gets to sleep…

When I do not want to have a shower,
neither shame me nor scold me…
Remember when I had to chase you with thousand excuses I invented,
in order that you wanted to bath…

When you see my ignorance on new technologies…
give me the necessary time and not look at me with your mocking smile…
I taught you how to do so many things…
to eat well,
to dress well…
to confront life…

When at some moment I lose the memory or the thread of our conversation…
let me have the necessary time to remember…
and if I cannot do it,
do not become nervous…
as the most important thing is not my conversation but surely to be with you and to have you listening to me…

If ever I do not want to eat,
do not force me.
I know well when I need to and when not.
When my tired legs do not allow me walk...…
give me your hand…
the same way I did when you gave your first steps.

And when someday I say to you that I do not want to live any more…
that I want to die…
do not get angry…
some day you will understand…

Try to understand that my age is not lived but survived.
Some day you will discover that,
despite my mistakes,
I always wanted the best thing for you and that I tried to prepare the way for you...

You must not feel sad, angry or impotent for seeing me near you.
You must be next to me,
try to understand me and to help me as I did it when you started living.

Help me to walk…
help me to end my way with love and patience.
I will pay you by a smile and by the immense love I have had always for you.

I love you son…
Your father

Welcome back...

dah 4 minggu dgn public health.
hidop penuh cabaran, time critical tu lah banyak mende nak jadi.
1. time nk hntr report, printer buat hal
2. time nk pg cari restoran beli mkanan, time tu la lak sesat.
3. today, time critical, x pernh dibuat blik kol 5.50 a.m. from RC, smpai rumah smbung wat keje sambil tertido2. kol 7 a.m bhav call die trkunci so kne pi ambik die kt RC, dahle keje x siap lg, drive like a mad person, tp alhamdulillah, smpai awal juga kt RC in 7.55 a.m.

p/s - apa pendapat anda sambil gelak bawa kete like a mad person? mesti cam org mabuk kan? itulah conditionku....

PUBLIC HEALTH

ok, 1st day kene dgr taklimat,
then ambik info 1 patient kt klinik kesihatan sg pelek
bile aku call mck tu...

aku: hello, boleh saya ckp dgn pn hong kim choo?
pn hkc: alooo...
aku: hello, boleh cakap dgn pn hong kim choo?
pn hkc: aloo... ya, saya...
aku: saya bla...bla...bla...
pn hkc: ha??? saya kurang dgr la, kamu ckp sama anak sya laa...
aku: ok
anak die: haloo...
aku: haloo, saya bla...bla...bla...
(ntah bahase mende die ckp, bising lak tu)
aku: helloooo......
anak die: aloo...
(bising lagi...)
aku: hallo
anak die:ah, hallo. apa mau?
aku: saya bla...bla... bal...(intro bukan main panjang lai)
boleh x saya mahu dtg jumpa emak encik?
anak die: nanti saya tanya sama emak saya ha..
ku: ok
(pastu anak die tanye la mak die dlm bahase cine yg aku x paham)
anak ie: haloo... soli aa, mak saya tak mau
aku: sya mau jumpa aje, nk lawat die
anak die: soli aaa, mak say tarak mau
aku: ok

dengan hati yg berat aku bgta dr sabariah, tp disuruh juga pegi ke sana...
entah apalah nasibku nanti...