Battle inside myself...

At one point, i not sure with myself...

I really don't understand why i could not do what my brain instruct me,

instead i did what my heart tell me.

I should learn how to manage my time. Huh, that statement already uttered more than 100x i guess.

I really miss my baby....

Sunday...

Today is Sunday,

tomorrow another week of specialty,

can't wait for it.

Dr Subra: ENT is easy, no stress, just relax.

Dr Al-Junaid: Radiology u need to know basic.

huhuhuhu.. all da consultant said we had all the time to study, which i agree, but reluctantly do so.

haiya, how come eh? Need a good spirit to start everything over.

C freak come again.. huhuhu...

I just wanna to get over the stress that build up on last week.

so browsing the net, stop when needed, ignoring people who make me stress (but still have 2 talk occasionally) and read novels.

But since yesterday, i keep looking at this guy and then suddenly all the crazy things i'd done before coming to my mind. erkkk....

LH, u make me remember all those --- that i love and crazy about!

Hehehe, need to knock some sense into my head.

i need to learn Chinese language lah...

hehehe, dream to get 1 as a company.

InsyaAllah, pray hard for it.

one of fav pic....

Moody mode....

I need to finish assignment, instead no mood yet...

yeah, just forget about it for a minute then.

Im not sure if my knowledge let me realize that my mood change or just b'coz i am self conscious right now.

i start to felt angry towards some1 in my household, lucky not related to me, but still will appear in front of me whenever i'm home. Then she start doing things that i really make me irritated, plus with non stop talking plus annoying plus nagging plus cannot do what she supposed to do plus really distract my daily activity plus bla bla bla.....

Ok. Hope when i faced her tomorrow my annoyance towards her is not there. UUURRRGGGHHHH......

Now i start wondering, maybe all these things was part of the triggering factor of ur psy problem. The nearest example is me myself who start to have all sort of mood. Will try to have a good heart to confront people and no more cowardice in me!

need to stop to resume writing my assignment...

cayo' hamidah! U can do it!!!!!!